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Crone Beyond Bearer - AJM Aldrian
TW: mention of dead children & light gore
It is easy to claim her as dust
Shriveled away into matterless nothing
Her breasts swagging and hands shaking
her eyelids peeled white.
It is easy to call her a monster
lips like rotten china
cracked and torn into raw skin.
Underneath the feline flesh within her I saw breaking
blood seeping from her fingernails
Infants hung about her waste,
Where had all the babies gone
where had they gone?
They ruptured from her body
Cleaving through opening in her belly
dressed in the slimy black lace of death.
No more cradles, no more wrapping blankets for her.
She was shrouded in putrefaction
The smell wafting upwards from the mushroomed ground
With the stench of dead leaves
and bleeding cotton trees begged by her vestiges of feet
from the earth beneath her there was weeping and crying,
Yet the infants she clung to weren’t breathing
and when she held them to her breast to feed
her body began to wither, weep, and waste.
No milk emerged from her swollen breast
only noxious fumes fell from her
like thick oily water, a deep blackish green
only seen from rancid fruit trees or
molding bread. If you squeezed to tight,
that is surely what would rupture from her skin.
Within her bones must’ve aged passed their strength
and usefulness, her ovaries shriveled.
Her bearing hips little more than a ragdoll now
No woman was she, but death undetering
and more powerful than us all.
Still the infant's face remained blacked
and as the old woman leaked her wiles
the wind blew, and after a while
the cotten-wood blew out the red, staining seeds
her ashen sinew wafted away and
the stench of death she haresses and rot,
decayed with her and her infant too.
Leaving the world, more beautiful than ever
A.J.M. Aldrian is a graduate of Hamline University, with a BFA in Creative Writing, she loves many genres including fiction; horror, sci-fi, literary, and fantasy, also poetry and non-fiction, historical, nature and memoir.