Two Pieces

James J. Siegel

Stanford Telescope

Lightyears above the Santa Cruz Mountains,
things we cannot see hum strange melodies –
wayward satellite, core of a dead star.

And far below in the Stanford foothills
we can capture ghostly songs in a dish
while cattle claim the acres as their own.

Hundreds of them dot the landscape content
to mosey about in the valley breeze,
content to graze the summer days away.

They are not bothered by our telescopes,
our desperate need to know what calls to us
from the phone lines of interstellar space – 

A tuning fork vibration unravels
from one galaxy to our galaxy,
a telegram of foreign origin

that may explain how we all arrived here,
explains that we are not alone out here
and the placement of the stars is not chance.

I have always been desperate for answers,
to know what calamity caused all this
and if that calamity can hear me

where the cows laze in the thick August grass
sunning their hides as the traffic goes by
and the sky slowly fades to indigo. 

But I also want this to be enough –
the clockwork light and darkness of the day,
curtains drawn to reveal heavens at play

and cattle drifting in the summer night,
blissful, happy to smell the jasmine air,
to stare down the rose moon and simply moo.

She is going through one of her phases
again, staying out late until morning
when her brother rises to strum the lyre.
The bars went dark hours ago, but she is
still wearing last night’s ivory heels and gown,
still intoxicated from the dancing,
not drunk or tipsy just godly stumbling
her way back home. In that fish-eye grey sky
I worship the way she walks without shame,
the way she delays the dawning of day.
When I was a young heavenly body
I was terrified of life ending. But
high above an errant goddess floats by
whispering, oh god, we have so much time.

Morning Moon

James J. Siegel is the author of the poetry collections “The God of San Francisco” and “How Ghosts Travel.” He hosts the monthly Literary Speakeasy show in San Francisco, which has showcased Bay Area artists for over nine years. He loves martinis, Tori Amos, and his two rat terriers!