act of creation

Mikey May

The prophetic perfect tense is a literary technique used in the Torah and the Bible that describes future events that are so certain to happen that they are referred to in the past tense as if they had already happened.

The mountains of Mikey are fallen;
they shall no more rise.
As flat as East Yorkshire,
as flat as still waters,
I am gone over the passage at last.

So rich I can taste it before it begins;
so known I can read the words held in the pen;
so sure I can feel the scars yet to be formed.
Undoubtedly imminent.
Already accomplished.
Vividly, dramatically,
complete, independent.

Too many times famished,
vanished, scattered.
Forsaken and dried up
by so-called wise men.
Banality of evil again and again.

Already savirna.
Already gamirna.
I am man enough.
I am frum enough.
I am body enough.
I am convert enough.
G-d has taken me out to the fields to bless me
and my waiting is finally done.

effete

effete

adj.

from the latin ex and fetus

meaning

that which has given birth

meaning

worn out by bearing young

meaning

no longer fertile


meaning

i gave birth to myself

meaning

i am exhausted by my own creation

meaning

i am both god and adam

michelangelo and david

zeus and athena


carved out of marble

carved out of clay

i cracked my skull open

in order to transform

this gayboy sprung forth

affected and effeminate


meaning

i am no longer fertile

i will not go forth and multiply

i cannot plant a garden

but i can raise a flower bed

i have hands to tend

and lips to kiss each silken petal

my limp wrists make my gestures

smooth and strong


meaning

i am still capable

of some effective action

Mikey May (he/fae/xe) is a teacher and writer based in Birmingham, UK. Faer work focuses on trans liveabilities, institutional violences, and queer resistances. Mikey self-publishes solo and collaborative poetry zines about language, sex, and Taylor Swift at www.mikeymay.itch.io. Xyr debut chapbook, would you like to hold?, is forthcoming with Full House.