act of creation
Mikey May
The prophetic perfect tense is a literary technique used in the Torah and the Bible that describes future events that are so certain to happen that they are referred to in the past tense as if they had already happened.
The mountains of Mikey are fallen;
they shall no more rise.
As flat as East Yorkshire,
as flat as still waters,
I am gone over the passage at last.
So rich I can taste it before it begins;
so known I can read the words held in the pen;
so sure I can feel the scars yet to be formed.
Undoubtedly imminent.
Already accomplished.
Vividly, dramatically,
complete, independent.
Too many times famished,
vanished, scattered.
Forsaken and dried up
by so-called wise men.
Banality of evil again and again.
Already savirna.
Already gamirna.
I am man enough.
I am frum enough.
I am body enough.
I am convert enough.
G-d has taken me out to the fields to bless me
and my waiting is finally done.
effete
effete
adj.
from the latin ex and fetus
meaning
that which has given birth
meaning
worn out by bearing young
meaning
no longer fertile
meaning
i gave birth to myself
meaning
i am exhausted by my own creation
meaning
i am both god and adam
michelangelo and david
zeus and athena
carved out of marble
carved out of clay
i cracked my skull open
in order to transform
this gayboy sprung forth
affected and effeminate
meaning
i am no longer fertile
i will not go forth and multiply
i cannot plant a garden
but i can raise a flower bed
i have hands to tend
and lips to kiss each silken petal
my limp wrists make my gestures
smooth and strong
meaning
i am still capable
of some effective action
Mikey May (he/fae/xe) is a teacher and writer based in Birmingham, UK. Faer work focuses on trans liveabilities, institutional violences, and queer resistances. Mikey self-publishes solo and collaborative poetry zines about language, sex, and Taylor Swift at www.mikeymay.itch.io. Xyr debut chapbook, would you like to hold?, is forthcoming with Full House.